01042009

OMG THIS IS FUCKING UNBELIEVABLE! I CAN'T BELIEVE MY EYES RIGHT NOW! I HAVEN'T WROTE IN THIS DAMN THING FOR 4SRSZ AGESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS AND THIS BRINGS SHOOOOO MUCH MEMORIES, UNNECESSARY ONES HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA BUT THIS HAS BEEN FUN HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA TOOOOOOODLES BETCHES&FUCKERS&FUCKEES&PEDOS!

hello(:
i'm gonna stop blogging already.coz it brings back too much memories,and i dont wanna leave even more here.haha,okay.GOODBYE BLOG,TOODLES(:



;we'll move on,and take on the world,just you and me(:

hello(:
school has been alright these few days.but its been really tiring at the same time.you see,the fucking lockers wont be assigned till tomorrow): sooooo,i've been carrying like major above major thick books from home to school and back again.i felt so fucking irritated alright!zomg,other than that,it was all okay.
so other than school,i've been having these stuff on my mind,that buggens me,MAJOR!between confusion,and a something greater than jealousy.ohh fuck it,i dont know what to say.as i've said,confession made,and i dont regret it at all(: hello love,you're to die for.uhh,i'm going insane!i feel like yanking my hair out,and i'd have to bare with the thrubbing pain.ZOMG,i so dont need this now,especially not this year.thats a straight NO.jeez,somebody please,get me out of this.and i have another that bothers me.WHY ISNT THE RED JUMPSUIT CD OUT YET?WHYYYYYYYYYYYY?i want it so bad.the fuck yes,i want it!i'd do anything okay.they're just the ultra bang laaaaa(: i loveeeeeeeee!i'm outie.TOODLES(:




;with me &you,its not goodbye,save the dance for another life.

hello(:
first day of school yesterday.i felt so buggened alright.elaine was in charge of the sec one orientation): so no gossiping with her for 3days.i'm trying so hard to survive!haha,so okay.it isnt that bad,but i miss that idiot!uhhh,okay.i've been feeling sad and stuff these days.i'm trying not too(: coz it's not gonna change anything/make anything happen right?soooooo,that's my resolution!i was talking to roland today.yes its true,i always put myself in these situation and then when i get upset,its so hard to get out of it.it already feels hard,so what the difference?oh man.but hopefully i dont do anything stupid this year): fuck man!ahhhh,jeez.its not even ending of january yet,and i'm already thinking so much.i'm outie.TOODLES(:




;so stick around,give me one more kiss.

hello(:
zomg,i cant belive it.it new year(: haha,yay!i've got so much on my mind,that i could actually lose it right now.uhh,i feel so so depressed.and new year resolution,no more crying.uh huh.soooooo,it must be doneeee(: oh well,spent new year weekend at Orchard Hotel.the countdown dancing was awesomeeee(: the songs were wooperdeedooodah!haha.had a hangover.zomg laaaaa.alright.i'm outie.TOODLES(:




;when i see your smile,tears run down my face i cant replace.

hello(:
okay like finally i can get through the freaking internet connection.that stupid taiwan earthquake totally shooke my whole connection.uhh,i felt so so buggened alright!zomg.so okay.christams season's been great,uh huh.first of all,everything/anything that's happening between hunn and i,is totally UNOFFICIAL.yes,i'm insane,so be it.i dont have,even the slightest clue whats going through my,dying majorly puny brain.sometimes,i'd just scream at myself and go fuck it,i dont fucking care.then i'll cry,then i'll think about it again.so i'm not going to go fucking it anymore.uhh,honestly i care,coz at the end of the day,i'm gonna look like some fucking mean asshole in the book of history.so what if,the confession was made,from the both of us,and i did screw up whatever i had with hunn.i guess rockstar was worth it.i know i wont screw it up this time.coz i dont plan to.its too fucking confusing.i'm waiting for my fucking funeral,God forbids.uhh,i've had enough of people making me tear.soooooooo,

my new year resolutions:
dont screw up things with rockstar,

dont screw up things with the family,

pass 5 subjects during assesments,

do good for N levels,and move to sec 5,

be a good girl,

no more tears in 2007. (:

uh huh,all must be accomplished.okay,so brother,tina and i watched night at the museum.AWESOME(: okay,i'm outie.TOODLES(:




;i miss the happiness,i miss the tears.

hello(:
so christmas is coming.yay!i'm happy and kinda sad at the same time though.uhh goodness.i dont know whats happening.uh huh,oh well.these few days brother and i have been spending time with godparents.i swear,they're the best(: at least there are people who actually that niceeeeee.haha okay.i wanna change my phone.its damn screwed already.ohh mann.

another sad song with nothing to say.

i feel kinda grumpy now.sooooo,ohh ya!you know the shit that i was talking about in the previous post was tina.uh huh.ohh whatever.i'm outie.TOODLES(:




;i asked you to stay,but you said there's no way.